My smile no longer belong to you

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My smile no longer belong to you
My tears will no longer fall for you
If I smile, I smile for myself
If I cry, I cry for myself

Once this heart used to beat for you
Now it is mine and can’t beat for you
You can believe all you want to believe
Ignore my tears and pain it bears
Without looking inside my heart
How much it hurts and for whom it hurts

This world can hurt me and hate me;
Malign me and make me miserable;
Drive me to madness and poison all around
I will survive, if I have the wish to survive
Or I may be, decide it is enough
And walk away from all this pain

For myself

girl alone

My smile no longer belongs to you
My tears will no longer fall for you
If I smile, I smile for myself
If I cry, I cry for myself

Once this heart used to beat for you
Now it is mine and can’t beat for you
You can believe all you want to believe
Ignore my tears and pain it bears
Without looking inside my heart
How much it hurts and for whom it hurts

This world can hurt me and hate me;
Malign me and make me miserable;
Drive me to madness and poison all around
I will survive, if I have the wish to survive
Or I may be, decide it is enough
And enjoy the ride to another place

May be

sad girl morn

Its raining again
May be as a welcome note
With the promise of a new day
After a night of tossing and turning
With a tear soaked pillow
Giving a complete account

My smile is brief
May not last any long
Without you to bring it up
The pain of moving away
And the memory of our times together
Bringing fresh tears in my eyes

Now is the time of regrets
Now I have to live with it
May be I should learn to live
Without more tears and regrets
But still I wish
I had told you from the beginning