For myself

girl alone

My smile no longer belongs to you
My tears will no longer fall for you
If I smile, I smile for myself
If I cry, I cry for myself

Once this heart used to beat for you
Now it is mine and can’t beat for you
You can believe all you want to believe
Ignore my tears and pain it bears
Without looking inside my heart
How much it hurts and for whom it hurts

This world can hurt me and hate me;
Malign me and make me miserable;
Drive me to madness and poison all around
I will survive, if I have the wish to survive
Or I may be, decide it is enough
And enjoy the ride to another place

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Let your dreams soar

girls_Flying

Fear is what stops you
Crushes your will to go on
Makes you cry alone in the night
Wither your beautiful dreams
Face your fears and break free
Find that wings which takes so far
Find the light that shines so bright
Let your dreams soar so high

Sometimes I wish…

contemplating-girl

Sometimes I wish simple things
Like tearing away these masks
Which I wear so freely these days
To hide those tears and distress
Who are my constant companions,
Following me like my own shadow!

Can I just be myself for once?
Without needing to hide behind
The fixed smile which comes
And always available on standby?

Can I cry my heart out for once
Without feeling guilty about it,
Till all my tears are drained out
Along with all the heartaches?

Can I be that girl for once
Who beams her sunshine smile
To the world around
Just because she is glad today

Forgive Me… Reply

Part 2 of my earlier post – Forgive me – Request…

Sad girl

Reply

My heart is broken beyond all fix
You can attempt to make it alright
But give me time to pick the pieces
May be time will heal the wounds!

Don’t ask me to pretend that
Things are fine, ‘cos it is not
It was you, who believed those lies
So if you cry your eyes out
I simply cant be the one to hold
And dry your tears, at least now.

Don’t ask me to forget everything
I just can’t, not just yet
I know that you are hurt as well
But, don’t ask me to forgive you
Cos, you hurt me deep inside.
I poured out my soul, dry to you
My eyes – they bleed, and they cry for you
But now, only for a forgotten cause.

Don’t ask me to trust you now
I wont’ be able to, evenif I try
What made me live in this pain
Was that single flame of love
I hid in my heart for you
A hope that you will know one day!

Don’t ask me to hurry
This is going to take years
The pain you inflicted
May take a lifetime to heal
So don’t even take a stand to be bold and face the wrath
Nor make more excuses
You know you were wrong.

Don’t tell me you’ve changed
I have to see it with my own eyes
But, don’t ask me to hate you
My spirit won’t allow me
I can offer you forgiveness
Because I have to.