From the day I met you


 From the day I met you
I often think about you
But, I think about you more
When you are not near me
Wonder, why I think about you
And why you make me feel so
Emptying all my other thoughts
But I guess
I would rather have you near
Than my thoughts….



A word not said
A promise not kept
A vow not taken
A world not built
A dream not fulfilled
A hope died down
Can it bring so much pain?
Can it bring new tears?
Can it hurt so much?
And bring many regrets?

It is a dream..


Don’t believe my words, when I say that
You are the most appealing of all I ever know
Toss away the words, when I say that
You are the one I love more than life
Think that I am bluffing, when I say
That I would forsake this world for you
Decline my love, when I kneel down
And ask for your hand and proclaim my love
Know that I am living a pretty dream
Which makes no sense when I am up
Think that it is just another illusion
Which may not last for ever for sure
Or loose luster with the passing time
Or a mirage in a faraway desert
Don’t fall for this dream, knowing that
It’s a fantasy waiting to loose its sheen.



Things change
All on a sudden without waiting for you or me
And what remains
Is just a hand full of memories
Which you keep it near your heart
Or you prefer to forget
But still
You remember what you don’t want
And forget
What you want to treasure
Strange is life and its ways
And strange is the way
It plays with our hopes
And dear dreams…



Sometimes words loose meaning
Like on this grim and depressing night
Today even my own image
Expunge me with renewed dread
From my aweary eyes, falls
Yet another uninvited tear
And my friends advice me
“You have to forget everything,
And start a new life”
You tell me – How could I,
Forget everything
Like you forget your dreams
And live as if nothing matters
Or nothing really happened!Tonight, words of courage
Have been buried alive
And my life looks like a war
A struggle, which I keep loosing
Full of dead soldiers, my dreams
Losing life for a loony goal!
All I can think is my own pain
Hurt and sorrow in myself
Tonight, let me choose myself
My own pace to take me there…

But where are you, my friend?
To scare this destructive pain away
To fight those fiery ghosts
In the battle field along my side
When my tears are falling
Like rain, in torrents!